Monday, January 5, 2009

Inconsiderate, Insensitive...oh and don't forget Cold-hearted.

Yeahh. Life's horrible.
It hates my very existence.
Like first of all, the new boyfriend is... >.<
He is wayyyy tooo...UGHHH!
Like he's always "omg, I'm so lucky to have you as a girlfriend" or "omg, you are soo gorgeous"
I mean at first it was like "aww" but now it's more like STFU! >.<
Anyways, he's a real sweetheart. The ex is acting really jerky about it though. He supposedly "cares about my happiness." If that was the case, we woulda been together right now. But noo, since when do things go my way.
So I've decided what song I'm singing for the talent show. =]
What Hurts The Most- Cascada. Story of my life. (for now atleast)
Now to go ask Tony how to dimend my cube thingy majigy. This has to be the worst class ever, I was kinda looking forward to volelyball today at gym, but oh wells. (Since when do things go my way?)
Sighh. This is gonna be interesting. Going out with a guy who worships the ground I walk on. Pretty darn special, but annoying too. I mean you're probably reading this like "wow, you don't appreciate what you have" but you have no idea. I didn't want to be worshipped, I wanted someone to stand next to me. Not behind. Not in front. BESIDE. You know, enough so we can hold hands and cuddle and all that cute stuff. I wish some people would just understand what I feel. Like now, people think I'm cold-hearted, inconsiderate, and insensitive. WHY? Cause I wanted to forget about my ex and live for tomorrow? Cause I wanted to move on with life? WELL SORRY FOR BEING HUMAN! >.<

OH and HAPPY NEW YEARS!
I got a shitlod of resolutions to talk about.
First on the list is getting serious with school.
Getting dad to quit smoking.
Organization, in life in general.
Hmm, thats kinda the big ones.
OH and trying to get more sleep. Definately.

Any who, my puzzle cube calls my name.
Off to next time! =]

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